Friday, July 20, 2012
Little Surprises
I suppose I should pop in here more often. I had no idea how much it had changed. lol I shouldn't be surprised, but I was.
One thing became rather clear to me this past year, I have a ridiculous need for 'order'. Well, except when it come to anything that looks like housecleaning, then I'm good with a little disorder (though I still have my limits). This need for order, for routine, can be a very helpful tool in life. I make plans, I work towards goals, I get things done, I make new plans, etc. That's all good, right?
Where it utterly falls apart is in the homeschool area. This beautiful, wonderful kids are breaking my brain and have just plain ol' run me ragged these past few years. We've worked on school for 3 full school years and two full summers in order to try to finish courses on time for the next fall. I have rearranged our schedules and daily due dates in order to facilitate getting everything done on time. It makes no difference. We're here in another summer (and the weather is finally starting to look like summer), and courses are not finished. Again.
I have a lovely younger child who is probably most like me. She is motivated by due dates, but once she's 'caught up', she's not interested in doing extra work to get ahead. Unless there's crossword puzzles involved. Then, she's all over it. The eldest wants to do the bare minimum to pass, couldn't organize her way out of a paper bag and doesn't really care about deadlines at all.
Of course, in addition to school we have Musical Theatre classes, voice lessons and dance class. Also include the extra practices that come just before performances, studios that didn't organize performaces very well this year, etc., and that's a bit closer to life these days.
This Spring, I became very aware that we are all burned out. I have no time for things I enjoy (including blogs - reading or writing), and I'm too mentally toasted to enjoy much of the time when I do get it. The kids are in desperate need for free time with no schedule pushing them around. So. I declared that there would be no mandatory schooling this summer.
Bwahahahahahahahahahah.
I carefully laid out a schedule that would help the girls complete 90% + of their courses by the end of June (June 29 was the Last Day of required school), with just a small amount of classes to be made up over the summer if they chose to do so. I informed them that I would gladly help them with any work they chose to do over the summer, but other than ask if they were doing any, I would not schedule any classes like that.
My only requirements for the summer are that the girls work on some typing skills every day (a computer typing game, not a hardship), some foreign language lessons each day (1 or 2, and on the computer), and we are going to work on handwriting skills (printing and cursive). We can easily complete all of these in an hour. If they don't happen every day, no worries. The eldest also volunteered to do a summer Math Lab, an online math class that meets for 1 hour Mon - Thurs. She did this over the past school year, and it has made a world of difference in her math scores. Even more exciting, she likes the class!
Now, the eldest has a huge pile of classes that she didn't finish for the year. We were making great progress, but we hit technical difficulties. The state cut the budget for online learning programs (they don't seperate optional online learning experiences from full-time online public school in the budget, so when they cut one, they cut the other), so the county in which our school is located decided to eliminate the school from their budget. The technological impact of this was to switch all students and learning coaches (that's me) to another county's system.
Let me start by saying this was to be a "Seamless Transition". When you're done laughing, I'll continue. No. It's okay. Laugh some more.
Yeah. So, the week before my selected deadline, the whole system shut down and we couldn't get in to 'see' any of our classes. Since many of them have at least part of the class and/or assessments online, this affected everything. Now sweat, I thought. We'll just push out that Last Week and do it the next week and we'll all be okay with that. Uh-huh. So it is now July 20th, the system still isn't working properly. They reset all course values to the beginning of LAST fall, so the kids cannot see what is truly remaining in their courses. Technically, we can continue to work forward (I do know where we are in the coursework, even if it isn't showing), but the kids won't voluntarily work on their own because it is a) depressing to look at all the zero values, b) really frustrating to have to look up each class in our workbooks to figure out where to go next, and c) much, much easier to just ignore the whole thing.
I've spent weeks on the phone talking to the same people who don't know anything, only now they've become people who can tell me the problem is located elsewhere in the system (a place I can't call) where they are working on a solution, with no idea when it will be corrected. It seems they were surprised that it wasn't "seamless" and are trying to get it sorted out. ALL of the students were affected, but I am just flabbergasted that so many students who are working to finish courses over the summer will be struggling with the system as it is. As of now, there's no guarantee that any current progress will be properly meshed with the old progress when the system is fixed. So, there could be yet another problem on the horizon.
So. My attempt at letting go this summer, letting the chips fall where they may, letting the kids determine where they'd be next fall, etc. Not working out so well. I don't seem to be able to relax about the whole thing - AT ALL. The kids' stress levels are on the decrease, I think. Mine? Not so much.
I spent two months planning for the Tour de Fleece this year. I've had exactly 3 days in which to spin. It ends on Sunday. I have very little time for any spinning between now and then. This plan failed spectacularly, and my stress levels reflect that. Himself took a week off of work to 'do things around the house'. Oddly, I thought that meant do his things, not involve the entire family. I didn't schedule for that. We got lots of stuff done around the house, but I'm not really enjoying the positives that should go with that because all of it involved messing with my schedule (mostly to spin or just relax).
Here it is, mid-July, and I still haven't reached a place where I can just relax. I set very few goals for myself this summer. One was to try to let the school thing go. Just let the kids deal with their choices. After all, it is homeschool and the 'grade level' thing isn't a huge deal. We aren't that far off the mark. The other thing was to just take time to knit and spin and read for fun. Okay, maybe toss some video games in there and a little sewing. So far, that really isn't happening. I keep telling myself that "next week, things will open up", but that isn't happening yet. Other people (okay, Himself) keeps adding stuff to my plate and I really think I'm going to have to completely freak out before he stops. I've shared how stressed I am, I've shared that it is due to too many scheduled things and not any time to just relax without having to do something or be somewhere. Apparently, I speak an unknown language, because I went out of my way to be very clear in my word choice and explanation of my mental state. sigh
See me? Organizing my free time? I can't enjoy the things he has planned because it doesn't fit in with what I wanted to do for relaxation this summer. Friends call up and want a play date at the park? I have to grit my teeth to go. I can't seem to let the need to organize go long enought to just enjoy whatever it is that I'm doing.
Guess it is time to try again. But I'm still having trouble with the school thing. I think I may be broken. Why is it so hard to let that go?
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
When did Mondays start lasting all week?
We are not off to a good start this year. I am extremely unhappy about that. The changes in our online school program are really making it hard to get going. Thank you, State of Washington, for screwing up a great program and making it harder to get any school done during the day. NOT.
The attitude of my youngest is making it even harder. How do you spend 3 hours reading and get nowhere? I'd bang my head on a wall, but I already have a headache. She is all excited about working harder and getting done sooner, but she isn't doing the work. I'm trying to get all the new regulations sorted and push her to do her work. We had a great first week, then :P.
I am hopeful that we will find a way to get it together, but she is really just NOT working. Somehow. Ah, Week 1 was So Promising!
I signed up to do an online course on the Constitution from Hillsdale College. So far it is really interesting, but it is tough working it in around trying to get the youngest to do her daily work. I really need more than 24-hours in a day. lol
On the painting side of life, I've finally decided that the color I used in the entry is too dark to keep. The few days of clouds, and the evenings spent contemplating color, just back me up. The lighting in our house is not very bright. I want some new lighting in the entry, but it won't happen for a while and it still might not fix the problem. After painting swatches near the brick on the fireplace, I've also decided this color goes a bit too yellow for me. So, I'll be repainting that space a shade lighter and slightly different (more blue-green). Not looking forward to the whole mess, trying to squeeze it in around the school work that already isn't getting done as it should. On the up side of things, there's a big sale on the paint I'm using starting Friday, so I can get all the paint I need at a good savings.
Always have to look for the positive.
The sweater is proceeding nicely. I'm on my first sleeve, and things are going nicely. After reading, and rereading, project notes for this pattern, I'm feeling pretty confident about the choices I'm making for the collar and button band (which is new to me). I've got two sets of buttons secured, and will choose once I get a band done. I've been rather lazy about the pictures, though. I need to remedy that situation very soon.
I'm also trying to do the Scary Sock KAL again, love these socks! Sadly, my sock mojo is missing and I am really struggling to get things done with that KAL. So far, we've had Frogs, Bride of Frankenstein and The Door With Seven Locks. Very cute patterns, not enough time (or needles)! I'm still hoping to get some done this year. Ah, where are my time management skills? Anyone see them?
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
More painting
So, I'm thinking I'll get some paint samples, and put those on the wall before making any additional decisions. It is a nice color, don't get me wrong, but it is a bit dark (or is that deep?) for the area, at least darker than I intended, and what I put in this space will determine what I use in the rest of the living area (the walls all run together). I really need to make sure I am happy with this choice before I can move forward. I really need to move forward before the rain/clouds comes back to stay. I really don't need to get paralyzed by indecision. lol
Speaking of taking the time to do things right, I just ripped a couple of inches out of the sweater. Again. At least I'm only at the shoulders, not starting all over again. lol This time, I've second-guessed myself silly over the sleeves. There's a provisional cast-on, but it does not say to use waste yarn, nor does it say anywhere in the pattern to pull out the waste yarn and pick up the live stitches and keep knitting. I decided that since all my other patterns have been more specific, maybe the designer didn't mean that, and that I should do something more creative. After a few inches, and more thought, I realized that the designer probably expected that I would just know that a provisional cast on should always be done in waste yarn, or something like that, and I was a doofus for trying to make it more complicated. So, it is ripped, provisional cast on with waste yarn is done, I just need to get back to the knitting part. I didn't realize the lengths I'd be willing to go to in order to avoid weaving in extra ends! Because, that's pretty much the reason I got all creative with it.
We helped a friend today by babysitting her two-year old. Wow. I'd forgotten how very busy they are. lol The girls played with her all morning, and after her (too short) nap. We got up extra early today, however, and I haven't been sleeping very well. I'm exhausted! I'm also rather surprised that ripping went so well on the sweater.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
Finally Framed
No. The painting needed to happen. We've been in this house 11 years. The white walls look like it, in many places, and I've decided I should learn to embrace the fact that this is my house and I can paint the walls if I want to. Not sure why that is hard for me to grasp, but it is. Also, painting is a lot of work, so if I'm going to do it, no barely-not-white colors need apply. Well, unless that's what I really, really want.
So, here's my newly framed print, at long last, and my very colorful room.
This is a Waterhouse print, Circe Invidiosa. I love the colors in this print so much. I have no idea why, but, there it is.
I spent the day yesterday painting my room with my kids. I found that one of them is a bit erratic, but a crazy hard worker. The other loses interest quickly and is a sloppy worker. Okay. I knew about the sloppy thing in advance, but I was a Good Mom and did not pick on her for the messes (they weren't too bad), just thanked her for her hard work. They made the work go faster, though it still took up the whole day.
I got virtually nothing else useful done this weekend, other than cleaning out their closet, but I sure love my "new" room!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Ending just in time to start
What?
Yep. Homeschooling two, in two different grades turned out to be more challenging than I ever thought. Add in lost time when 1 is sick, much less when they are both sick but at different times, and, well. This looks like a math equation, but mostly just =
This year was an amazing learning experience, it just didn't fit into the "school year" timeline.
I gave up on blogging for a while, trying to stay afloat in everything else. I didn't 'float' so well, but here we are the last few days before the next school year, and the kids are just finishing their work for last year. I really need a vacation (October!), but we stagger on. I think we've worked out the things we need to change to be more successful next year, so I'm optimistic. The girls both admit they would have forgotten too much, and they "would've been bored" (their words, really), if they hadn't had some school to do over the summer. We all agree that some school over the summer is a good thing. Just not as much as we had.
So, we are almost finished, just the eldest still working away. She should be done tomorrow, but we'll see. She's starting to get really lazy, getting in the way of her own success, really. How often do we all do that each and every day. My kids are really teaching me some valuable lessons in this process. Stop getting in my own way. Who knew?
The new school year starts on Tuesday, 9/6. We'll have a little down-time as the new materials will be late in coming since the girls were late finishing. So, some slower days to recover from the mad rush to finish. Oddly, both are asking me to push them to work this hard from the beginning of the year. You might think this is so they can finish early and have a longer summer. What they say they really want? To move ahead to the next grade faster. When I've suggested this as a possibility in the past two years, they have rejected the idea as unappealing. I have no idea what changed, but I hope I can set a good pace that will move them in that direction without burning us all out.
Seriously. I need a vacation. NOW.
We will make our scheduled family vacation in October, as per usual. Florida is on the roster this year, and we are in heated debate regarding the parks we will visit this year. I'm pretty sure that is all sorted out, but until the tickets are in my hand, I won't believe that any decision is final. Sadly, the airfare jumped quite a bit in the time we've been kicking around ideas. We really need to get that sorted soon. We got all flummoxed when Himself announced a work trip to either London or Frankfurt. There was a brief flurry of thought along lines of altering the family vacation to Europe, but spur-of-the-moment trips like this are very much out of the budget. So, no go on that one.
My lovely girls are very sad to miss an opportunity to visit "all those cool places we've studied in history" and have to go to amusement parks instead. Ah. They are wonderful girls. :)
It seems a bit much to try to fill in all the blanks since I last posted a million years ago, so I won't try. But, a highlight from the year was Tour de Fleece. I managed to reach my goals and had a blast doing it. I never totaled my yardage, but I was pleased. I tried spinning from my first batts, managed some heavier weight yarn than my "usual", and spun with some new elements like firestar, faux angora, etc. My new goal is to knit with some handspun before next year. I was surprised to realize I had never done that!
Oh well, off to finish up more schooling. We'll see if I can't juggle more things this year. lol
Sunday, March 13, 2011
March Madness
Himself stayed healthy long enough to toddle off to Long Beach to give a presentation at a Writers conference. He gets temps in the 70s and sunshine, we have temps in the 50s and a steady rain. Fair trade, I guess, since no one here is healthy enough to enjoy good weather anyway.
I'm busy knitting along on a test knit. A pair of mittens for the upcoming Princess Bride Sock Club (for which the RNG did not see fit to select me!). I'm loving the mitts, though the yarn I had on hand to use isn't the best choice for the pattern. The yarn is beeeyootiful, but too busy for bits of the pattern. I still like them. A lot.
Sadly, my brain is over-eager to cast on many other projects now. I really should not do that, though. I've counted my WIPs recently. I'm scared! 7. I have 7 WIPs sitting around, some of them kind of big. So, adding more would be a bad idea. Right? Yeah. I think so too. Which is why my crazed brain is determined to find new things for me to cast on. In all my spare time. lol
Yeah.
I love my brain.
Friday, January 28, 2011
I don't hate blogs
I have found, however, that they do not blend all that well with my former schedule. Yeah. I said former. Himself has declared this year to be the Year of the Schedule (or should that be year of THE schedule?). After a mere two weeks of one new schedule (just plotting out the general hourly flow of things Mon - Sun) he has decided we need much more daily detail.
Very nice for him. He only has to schedule himself. I have to plan/schedule for 3. Color me displeased and quietly (and gleefully) hoping the new(est) plan dies a miserable death soon. The first schedule idea was working pretty darned well. I was exercising again (after 6 months off), school was starting earlier and, better yet, ending earlier, the kids were back to guitar lessons. Ah, it was nice.
The newest schedule thing, however, is tedious, time-consuming and makes my head go 'splodey. My rebellion has been noted, and frowned upon. Perhaps that's why I couldn't stop giggling when Himself got stuck in the bathroom after putting too much lotion on his hands with new doorknobs that are very slippery. Tears-streaming-down-my-face laughing. Ah, such a bad wife, I am. lol I did get up to help him. Eventually. But by then he had it all sorted out. I didn't realize he'd missed the girls doing this, too. So far, I'm the only one in the family who's managed this predicament without an audience. Yay, me!
At any rate, I'm hopeful that now that we have a Shiny New Schedule, I might work in time for the blog more frequently.
Since I picked on himself so thoroughly there, I'll share the lovely hat and scarf I did for him. Just to prove that I can be a good wife when I want to be. lol
This pair was knit up in Dream in Color Classy Worsted, November Muse colorway. I used the Palindrome Hat & Scarf pattern, which was lovely and very simple to memorize. I was knitting some socks for myself in this color (in fingering weight) and he darned near drooled all over the yarn. That almost never happens, so I figured I should do something for the poor man who supports my fiber habit.
Oh. Did I mention that the scarf measures 10 feet in length? I'm concerned Himself might resemble a mummy once wrapped in it, but as long as he's warm... And, he did request the length, or at least "knit until all the yarn is gone", so that's what he got.
I'm currently in a Stash-Down Mode. I'm working harder on WIPs and trying to work from stash. Hopefully, this will help me feel like I'm making progress on something around here. lol I'm also trying very hard not to buy any new yarn, but I'll likely put myself in some lotteries to win places in some new yarn clubs coming up on Ravelry.
I have had a very busy time since I posted last. Most of the house repair/remodels are done now. Thank goodness. I'm pleased as punch with the results, but my photos are not all that great. We made our October vacation back to Texas, to visit my family in Dallas and in Odessa/Midland. We had a lovely time visiting with family, and I was able to have lunch with friends from high school, and even a few I've known since 1st grade.
Sadly, we repeated the trip in November, just a few days after Thanksgiving, when my grandmother passed away. My mother's mother helped raise me after my parents divorced when I was 6, and we lived with her from the time I was about 10 until I got married. I was named for her, and we were very, very close. I don't think I've properly dealt with her death, or grieved. I was much too busy getting my mom through it all and successfully pushed it all away. When it catches up with me, I will be a complete mess. Until then, I carry on. My grandmother was a crocheter, and loved to see my handspun yarns and finished projects. I had just purchased a nice red yarn to make her some fingerless mitts a couple of weeks prior to her death. Not sure what I'll do with it now.
The holidays were not entirely good this year. I was sick for Christmas and New Years (with different viruses) so I was actually quite ready to move into the New Year and hope for something better going forward. Then, Himself was out of town for my birthday (in Vegas! for work), so that was bit of a let down, as well.
Sorry for the whining, but, well, now that it is out there I can just move on. Hopefully, the (first) new schedule will help us get off on the right foot for the year. You know, if Himself will stop pressing the other new schedule, that is. lol
Monday, August 30, 2010
Owls
The girls and I have been (slowly) reading the books together, so I allowed them to select their colors and I promised to knit the yarn up for them. They both selected the Athena colorway, there were some very tough choices, and then we spent a good deal of time selecting just the right project.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Winding Down
The eldest and I have slogged along completing courses for summer school. We're still doing it, but we will finish this week. If she will write the papers necessary to complete the Composition portion of her work. I am most grateful that the math course finished up with topics that were much easier for her to grasp, generally speaking, than those we started with. I'm also grateful that it did take us this long to finish. She'll have a week or two off, and then get back to math again. She'd like a permanent break, but at least it won't be so long that she'll forget everything. Turns out that I really needed to set a rigorous schedule and hold to it no matter what. None of that, 'you can have today off if you do double the lessons tomorrow' business. That just doesn't work for us. Maybe I'll remember that next year.
Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahah!
Okay, I'm better now. In other news, the youngest will be joining us at home this year. I am certain this is the right thing for her in terms of learning, I have no idea if it is a good idea for her socially/emotionally. I'm hopeful that having them both on the same schedule will allow us more freedom to take day trips to the zoo, or whatever, to break up the sense of being stuck at home. Also, they are going to take a Musical Theatre class for homeschoolers, so in addition to the Hip Hop class, they'll be getting out and doing stuff with other kids (plus the play days with their daycare friends).
I plan to do more homebrewing, and perhaps that will help me cope with having both of them with me 24/7. We'll see.
We refinanced our house this spring and got a home equity loan to make some necessary repairs to our home. I've needed to get a little plumbing work done in one bathroom so that I could re-caulk the bathtub in the other bathroom. When asking around for plumber recommendations, I found out our daycare provider's son is a plumber (and general contractor). He is hoping to start his own business, and is looking for opportunities to do some extra work to satisfy union requirements. We are happy to help him with that goal. lol So, for the money I originally earmarked for potential costs on bathroom repair, I'm getting both bathrooms updated. I am so happy with the work he's doing I may end up moving into one of them when he's done. Seriously. The difference is amazing and I am really, really happy. Of course, I want to do the kitchen now, but that is NOT an option. I can just dream. For now.
We have a deck out back that is officially unsafe, really. I've been waiting on Himself to get it replaced (doing it himself with friends or hiring out) for 3 years. Turns out, our contractor can do the deck, too. So, that's next on the list and I'm taking care of it. I'm done waiting on Himself.
We also set aside $ to replace the carpet and paint the outside of the house. I'm not sure the budget is going to stretch that far by the time we're done (it was all based on estimates/guestimates anyway), but I've decided to go with the carpet if I only get to get one done. My reason? Well, the house paint is really bugging Himself, but I know that if I don't get the carpet done this time, it won't happen. The paint will happen next year, even if we have to wait, because it is really bothering him. Selfish? Yes. But I'm applying what I've learned from the deck experience. If it doesn't annoy him, it won't get fixed. The carpet doesn't bother him enough to get him to replace it. But seriously, white carpet with two kids (now 8 & 10)? It is nothing like white anymore, and doesn't really even resemble any exotic animals I can think of off hand, either.
I'll get photos of the updates done eventually, but so far, the ones I've taken haven't looked very good. I'm working on it. It is hard to take good pictures in a tiny space (bathrooms).
In knitting, I finished up a bunch of small things, cast on far too many new things and did a reasonable amount of spinning for Tour de Fleece. (Just a small sample of what I did. I never got around to photos of the other yarn I got spun up.) This yarn is from Dreams In Fiber for her The Dark Is Rising (by Susan Cooper) fiber club. This series was one of my favorites as a child, and I still enjoy them very much. This set jof fiber was for the Over Sea, Under Stone book. The shipments are alternating fiber/yarn, which is fun. I'm not yet drowning in fiber. Not that I'd complain, mind you.
Of course, after TdF, I bought more fiber. I should really pause the next time I decide to join a fiber club. You know, just long enough to consider what I'm actually doing. Maybe just space them out more, or something.
Small knitted things include a baby hat, knit on a whim for a friend at church. Very cute and FAST. I really should reconsider knitting for babies, I suppose. Here is the Perry the Platypus Inaction Figure (it doesn't do anything!) modeling the Marshmallow Bonnet.
A couple of Jayne Hats done, and an extra for a friend to give to her son for his upcoming b-day. One traditional (orange/yellow), and one in dream inspired colors. I love it when I dream about simple knitting. It is the complicated stuff that gets me. Now if only the rest of that dream would..., erm, nevermind.
The two shawls continue, slowly, but surely. I'm still enjoying them, but the time I have available to concentrate on them is limited, so progress is slow.
Ah well, brief update, now back to school.
Monday, May 03, 2010
More lace
This one is different, though. This one is LOTR themed, which = cool and it appeals to my inner (and outer) geek. Evenstar. It is a KAL ( Knit-A-Long), so there are lots of other folks out there involved and there's a whole group of people to talk to about it as we go. The Sock Scarefest was a fun KAL, so I thought this one might be, too. It is a mystery shawl, so the designer sends out the next chart every two weeks. I'm all about mysteries.
As a result of this incredibly well-planned approach to this shawl (comparing to the first Pi), this baby is soooooooooooooo easy. I mean, there are some stitches that are challenging for me, make no mistake, but the challenge now is fitting my needle in the stitch to do a kfb7 - k3tog without dropping 6 stitches as I make the last (7th) one, not in figuring out what the heck it is. I did have to rip everything out. Twice. That was totally me with some dropped stitches and I wanted another go at it from the beginning to try to avoid ladders. Then I ripped part of the 1st clue three times as I kept dropping blasted stitches in the same stinking row, and I'm pretty sure in the same stinking place.
I finally made it, however, and in the process decided to change needle size as well. I have to say, I LOVE this yarn! The pattern is beautiful, and I cannot wait to see how this turns out. My dear friends who are LOTR GEEKS are going to love it, too, but you'll have to settle for pictures. This puppy is mine! So, naturally, I signed up for her entire LOTR series of patterns. sigh Because my obsession is completing a series. I don't have to knit them all, but I do have to have the patterns in my collection.
My obsessive collecting is also leaking over into my video life. Again. I've tried to avoid it for a while now, but I finally splurged on some DVDs to complete one series collection I've been dragging on. It is tough to justify because the kids can't watch it with me, so I've fallen behind on watching it. But. I. Must. Have. It. So, since we got our tax money in, and Himself spent some on music for himself (heh, Himself/himself), I figured I could do the same, even if I don't get to watch them all as they come in. Of course, there are other series out there that I also "need", but so far, I'm feeling pretty good about just having the one done.
School is going well, but a bit slow. We are so far behind in math we will be doing it all summer. The up side of that is that I think if she had a summer off, she'd forget everything she managed to learn this year. So, perhaps the summer-long work on math will help her be/stay prepared for the next school year. We are signing up to do this again next year, and I am still undecided about the youngest joining us. She's all for it, but I'm not sure it will work with her. I'm taking the summer to decide. Other classes, though, are going well and are more or less on target for completion at the right date. You know, assuming she doesn't just totally drag her feet. One recent stroke of luck for us was the volcano in Iceland blowing right when we started in on plate techtonics and volcanoes. Thanks Iceland! I was happy, however, that we made it through the earthquake chapter without any personal demonstrations.
Ah well, now. Back to school!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Let's not dwell
My big news is that I finally finished the blasted Pi Shawl! On March 19 at 10:10 pm, to be exact. It was quite a happy moment. The blocking was another interesting first for me, and went reasonably well, but I think I learned from that as well. So without further ado...
However. After blocking, I noticed some weird holes in places just slightly out of alignment with where they should have been. So. I decided to try to make adjustments to the stitches to close those up a bit. That took about 10 hours, or so. I think.
I'm still not sure if the weird holes are due to: A) misplaced stitches (yarn overs), B) the way I moved the stitches along the needles as I knit (putting too much tension in the stitches by letting them pile up, or get pulled along at an uneven pace), or C) failing to move my stitch counters at some critical point which cause the end of the pattern to be off by a few stitches (which is sort of like misplaced stitches, but different in how they got there).
I don't think I'll ever know for sure, but the amount of time spent on the attempted repairs has taught me to be much more cautious in the future! I'm pretty sure I've learned that, at least. I've taken close-up pictures of the before repairs, and after repairs, and I will take more after it has been soaked and blocked again. Then I'll post them. Hopefully sooner than four months from now. The nagging problem remaining is that my stitches no longer look even in the sections that were repaired. Before they were even, but there were big holes. Hmmm. Which will be more noticable? I just don't know. Maybe that will block out, at least a little. I will always see the errors, I guess.
Still, on the bright side, I've learned a lot from this whole project that will make my next project go much more smoothly. I'm not sorry I did it, just sorry I jumped in without all the information I needed to do a better job of it. Oh well. I've never been one to look for an "easy" first project. Oh looky, the deep end! Let's go there first! LOL That's me.
So. Where have I been? Well, homeschooling, too much time on Ravelry and on the Wii I got for Christmas. In my defense, I got the Wii Fit Plus. It. Rocks. I hate exercise. Do. Not. Like It. I've done classes, videos, tried just getting out and walking, etc. Nothing sticks. I don't enjoy it and the least little thing gets me to stop. The Wii? I'm loving it! The days I'm not on it are upsetting to me. Yes. I think it is still me looking back from the mirror saying "I love my Wii". It could be a clone, though I haven't seen any pods lying around. I'm up to a 30 minute jog and a 10 minute Super Hoola-Hoop session every day + some yoga and strength exercises. But then, I bought Walk It Out, and now I can't stop walking in my house. Seriously. I average 4.2-5.2 miles. Every. Day. Sadly, I don't do both the Fit Plus and the WIO every day, it is an either/or thing.
Have I lost weight? Heck no. In fact, I think I've gained. But I can tell that my legs (in particular) are firming up, so I am losing fat. At least in my legs. My blue jeans seem to be fitting a bit differently. I do feel miles better, have more energy (in general) and I get all twitchy and upset if I can't get on my Wii every day. It is insane. But, I am grateful for the insanity and I am embracing it in the hopes that it will turn into a habit that I can live with and maybe even build on. You know, actually get exercise outside? Where all the pollen and other allergens are? Crazy, huh? I did four hours of yard work last week and didn't even feel it the next day. I wouldn't believe it if I couldn't see all the cleared out berry bushes and short lawn out there. LOL I'm pretty sure the pixies didn't do it.
Additional benefit: my formerly broken leg is working/feeling better after a few months on the Wii than it has felt in the tw years since I broke it. The balance programs and exercises are building up those little muscles that have so far escaped strengthening. That alone is worth the price of the Wii.
Disclaimer: I do not work for Wii. I am merely a very satisfied (and somewhat giddy) customer.
Next time, I'll tell you about my new lace project. I will simply say: I am an idiot. :)
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
My brain hurts
Yeah. I don't know, so I thought I'd just make it "easy" on myself by using both yarns from the start. Mitts are usually a traveling sort of project. I can work on them anywhere. Perhaps not this time. I'll have to find something else to carry around.
Oh, well. Nothing like uncertainty to keep you on your toes, right?
And now, after all that whining, some yummy, happy fiber! This is locally dyed BFL in the colorway Dawn In Paris by Auntie Karen & Co. I picked up 8 oz at the LYS and can't wait to get to it. The dyer does not seem to have her own website or anything, just a local who sells through the LYS. That's fine with me. I also picked up 4 oz of this nice bit of BFL in Black Forest Cake. Same artist, same store. Black Friday sales can be good. I wasn't expecting to be out shopping, but Himself had me helping with a project of his and we ended up right around the corner from the LYS, so there was no real reason not to go. I have no idea what I'll do with either of them, though I'm thinking a scarf for the Dawn in Paris. Maybe a hat for the Black Forest I want these colors very, very visible! Too yummy!
Friday, December 04, 2009
Caught Up On The Wrong Things
Still, that means I have way too many pics to post now, so I'll try to break it a bit, posting the oldest things first, with the exception of my newly finished Love Bites scarf. This was knit up in Fresh From the Caudron's Silver Sock base in the Fangtasia colorway (Sept. shipment in the yarn club, didn't even get that one posted yet). The pattern was fun, simple to memorize and seem to take for-stinking-ever to finish. Of course, I could have stopped any time I wanted to, I just wanted a longer scarf. As it is, I think I went a bit too far, I don't have quite enough left for mitts. So I'm thinking I'll use some black silver sock from my stash and alternate rows with Fangtasia/Black and see if some work out. Anyway, you can see the two little holes in the wider knitted bands, like fang marks/bites. Love Bites? Ha Ha? I think it is cute, but probably won't explain it to very many people. They think I'm weird enough as it is.
I can't wait to get started, but I'm also not sure if I'm ready for another big-ish project. I might do the fingerless mitts in the leftover fangtasia first. I just can't decide, but I'm freezing right now. I have not adjusted to our current temps outside. Pathetic. I know. I always need a couple of weeks to settle in, though, then I'm pretty good.
This yarn is an acquaintance to the character above. He is The Antiquated. Rich plums and browns make up this fellow's pallete, and are absolutely scruptious! Also BFL, very yummy. As was the character, IMO, but I'll stop. lolMonday, November 16, 2009
Drips and Drabs
I've made zero progress on the vacation photos, which is too bad. I need to get them in order for Christmas pressies. Ah well, nothing like waiting until the last moment, right? OTOH, at least I got mine on the computer. Himself can't even get that far (which is my excuse for not getting to work on photo packages for the family at Christmas).
I found that much of the progress the Eldest and I made regarding a homeschooling routine went right out the window in a week's time. We've spent the past three weeks trying to get back to the relatively smooth routine we had before the trip. I think we're there again. You know, in time for all the holiday breaks. Still, at least I remember what the routine is, instead of trying to create one, so for me, at least, it is easier. Unless you count the fun of dealing with Eldest on the whole thing.
I've done a bit of spinning on this fiber, which is lovely.
It is a nice squooshy Merino and I just love the colors.
There's a bit more of the cream color than I would prefer (more green!), but it is really nice. I have quite a bit of it, 24 oz, so I'm hoping to be able to make something biggish and nice. Sweater of some sort? I just don't know. I'm using my new jumbo flyer, but I am having a hard time letting myself spin a bigger, fluffier ply. I practiced and thought I had it down, but it is a struggle. Still, I'm going to keep going with it anyway. There's a lot to spin, so I'm sure it will be a very "art" yarn when I'm done.
I played a bit with Navajo plying last weekend. That went better than I thought. Very much something to try rather than read about, I found. I don't want to do that with this yarn, however, because I want to maximize yardage to make something bigger. It is a tough choice, though, because I do want a thicker yarn in this colorway. I think.
Ah! To be a more experienced spinner!
Still, I can't save all the "best" fiber until I get to be an "experienced spinner" or else I'll never spin anything! Right? Right. Plenty of fiber in the, erm, sea. Or, something like that. Anyway, I'll try to get a pic up of the result asap. Obviously, you shouldn't hold your breath or anything.
I've made small progress on the Love Bites scarf. I still love it, but long scarf + fingering weight yarn + limited knitting time = long time to finish the project. I've been working more on the Pi Shawl. I'm happy to say I'm 5 rows shy of the last pattern repeat (repeating Pattern 1 for the last time, that is) then it will be on to the border pattern. Woo! Hoo!
I can't help but wonder if this thing will be as big as I need it to be once I'm done. I mean, it looks sort of small right now, even though there are so many stinking rows of knitting. That tiny, tiny laceweight yarn... I just don't see how it will be big enough, honestly. But, my grandmother is also a tiny thing, so I'm trying to reassure myself that it will be big enough.
I honestly don't know if I could ever knit lace again if I spend this much time on something that is too small. You hear that, lace? You've been warned!
Well, it is time to go read to dogs. Lately, I've just been getting lots of cuddles. Guess they've gotten used to us. lol
Monday, October 26, 2009
The family and I just returned from a fantastic vacation to Orlando. Himself's family is there, a few friends and relatives of mine are there, and, of course, The Mouse is there.We managed to squeeze in some of each, though I'm convinced vacations are either too short or too long. Has anyone had exactly the right amount of time for everything? No? Yes? Maybe it is just me.
More photos may come, but there's 600+ for me to sort through (just the ones I took), and, well, I'm just not up for that yet. Anyway, here's a few just to prove we were there.
Himself was inspired to book the trip because his high school had a band alum reunion (all years) for the school's 70th anniversary. The alums were able to sit next to the band at the homecoming game on Friday and play along. I think the band director may have gotten an ulcer over his lack of control over the alums. They played whenever, and whatever, the wanted fairly often. The current school band had to stick to a more rigid plan. I suspect his mantra was "alums give money" or something like that. LOL Still, I sometimes caught this look on his face...
We went to the Magic Kingdom on Tuesday, and attended Mickey's Not-So-Scary Halloween Party later that night. You must buy special tickets for that, of course, but they close the park to non-ticket holders and there's trick-or-treating, fireworks and a parade. The kids brought their costumes and we took a break in the evening to head back to the hotel and change. It was so much fun! It was such an incredibly long day! 11 am - midnight. Exhausting! I don't think we waited more than 15-20 minutes for any ride, and for most of them, the wait was the length of time it took to walk from the entrance to the loading area. October is the month to go!
Wednesday we went to the Animal Kingdom. It was also pretty awesome with minimal wait times. I met up with a buddy from college (Austin College) and her mom for a few hours. They are living out that way now and so, when I do make it back to Texas, I never get to see her. The park is terrific, though much smaller and with fewer rides. We went to see several shows, including Nemo, The Musical, and rode several things twice. I made it on Expedition Everest, but only once. No one else would ride it with me and I felt bad making them all wait for me, even if the wait was short.I will share one funny thing that happened at Animal Kingdom. While having lunch with everyone, I kept feeling this poking on my rear end. I thought it was my youngest child being obnoxious. It wasn't. It was a rather cheeky duck, pardon the pun. He was looking for a bit of my lunch and had the most remarkable expression on his face. Well, it looked that way from my point of view. Sadly, no one had a camera sitting out (safely tucked away from the food), so I can't share a photo of the fellow. He was rather bold, though. Just sitting there looking at me with an expression that said "Well?!"

Tuesday, September 22, 2009
How are we doing?
Yes. I'm a geek. lol
I'm still waiting for all the pass codes to get into that one, but it looks like a nice online class. I'm hoping the youngest can be part of the class so that she can benefit from it too.
On the knitting/fiber side of life, I finished my Jason Stackhouse Cat's Face Lace socks.
These were a fun knit, and went pretty quickly, for me. They got interrupted for another cross stitch quilt square, which slowed me down, but no biggie. The pattern is from Ravelry but is heavily, heavily modified. The modifications were to suit my artistic muse, not because the pattern is in need of modification.
The original pattern is alternating rows of cat paws and cat faces. I decided I only wanted the faces. Then I decided I wanted to readjust the spacing on them, again, my muse was feeling uppity. These are toe-up socks, so the faces on the feet are in slightly different alignment than the ones on the leg, but I'm not even sure I could tell now. I did have some trouble at the top. Since I had a very generous amount of yarn, I repeated the pattern more than called for in the original (you may be wondering if anything is like the original pattern, right?). I thought the sock was a bit loose, so I went down a needle size for the ribbing, did the bind off and started weaving ends. Then I tried on the sock and it was too tight. I pondered my options for a silly hour or so, then I ripped out the weaving, the cast off and the ribbing on both socks, went, back up to the original needle size and did it all again. And now they fit. The stripes are interesting as they mirror one another, but the back of one sock matches the front of the other. I think it is cool.
I then cast on the Love Bites scarf (Ravelry, again) with the Fangtasia yarn in the same vamp club. The colors are really nice and I love they way they blend. The pattern is easy to memorize and goes pretty quickly. BUT, this will take forever to knit up the 400+ yds! At the end of the scarf, you drop three stitches and let 'em rip all the way down. This will be my first project like this, so we'll see how I do.
I bought a jumbo flyer for my wheel. I spent the week before school staining the thing and getting it all put together. I've managed to squeeze in a little time during school to spin a little practice fiber to get used to it. I really seem to NEED to spin thin yarn. I would really like to loosen up a bit. lol I bought a bunch of lovely stuff, but I won't touch it until I can make it do what I want.

I'm not sure how the colors will show up, but there some lovely shades of green, medium blue, white and a medium brown. The colorway is Atlantis, and the artist is frabjous fibers in Vermont. It is Merino Top and I picked it up from the LYS in Snohomish.
I've joined the Super Sock Scarefest again this year, and I nearly missed it! I've just been so busy I wasn't checking the group. I missed the first pattern release, and decided I'd wait for the next one. Since I have so much spare time on my hands, ahem, I'm thinking maybe I'll go with #3 pattern. We'll see how it works out.
I've got other fiber photos, but I think I'll save them. Maybe I can use them to motivate myself to post more often.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Homeschool
This program is technically NOT homeschool because it is part of the public school system and I do not pay anything additional (to my regular taxes) for the materials. What it is is a home-based education program and I work with a state certified teacher on a regular basis, to make sure we are meeting our goals & requirements (state requirements). The teacher will also help me work out strategies for more successful work with my child. The lesson plans are already built, but I can mix them up a bit if I want (I can't drop any subjects, but I can add things if I want).
We're into day 3 today, and I want out! I expected to feel this way, so I'm not panicked. I also will not be quitting today, so don't worry. As with many new things in life, this is more time-consuming and much, much more tiring than I thought it would be. I have never worked so hard in my life, I don't think. Oh, sure, maybe shoveling snow or painting a room or rearranging furniture is harder in the short term, but this won't end until June 16, 2010.
My self-pep talk today was all about staying adaptable every day, learning new strategies from one day to the next, and just hanging in there! It sort of worked. I'm hoping we will see some real progress in our attitudes/habits after a month. That will really go a long way towards giving me some much needed energy.
I think.
Right now, we spend more than double the time expected on Math alone (today, nearly 3 hours!). Not because we like it. No. Because the child has to change seating arrangements 50 times, get more ice (she's addicted to ice, but at least it is fluids) and make drum sounds. sigh I've already learned that I cannot, CANNOT, do any other thing while she is working on math. That includes knitting. That may change, but not any time soon, I'm sure. I can almost read email, but usually only one or two. If the reply is more than five sentences long, I'd better not try it. After completing (successfully) 19 problems, the 20th problem will warrant a long questions, stony silence and borderline tears even though it is exactly like the other 19 (successfully) completed problems. She can read directions, but if they are for math, it is like she is reading a foreign language phonetically. It has no meaning to her at all. Mind you, she is breezing through all the language and reading materials at light speed, so she does comprehend words. Just not words in a Math Book.
Well, to put a positive spin on the situation, I am learning a lot about my eldest child. She is probably learning a lot about me. Maybe we can both improve over the next year.
The youngest, you say? Ah. She would rather eat worms than be home with me for school. At least, that's where she is this year. We'll see how she (and I) feel about it next year. This is a trial program, Eldest and I both have the option to say No More! for next year. The youngest has the option to join if she wants, but I will not force the issue unless some unforeseen event moves me to change my mind.
Himself is very excited we are doing this. He is (currently) very supportive of this change. We'll see how he feels a month from now. lol When all those things I've been doing regularly start piling up again.




















